hm,, theme of this blog : New life, new me..
it's like curcol i think..
I write this bcos it's my current problem. Yeah, it's common problem for teen like me ( am i teen??!! ) about 2 months ago, i'm just break up..
At the first 2 weeks of my 'new' status, i always galau every night. melow.. melooww.. melooooww..
Honestly, I didn't know the real reason why he choose this way.
And I thought, it's really hard for me to face it all. Almost every day I be with him, but for the next day next week next months next year, I will do anything withoum him.
hm... but, the life must goes on, right?!
Try to forget, it's the worst way. just let the time flies.. and I'm sure, the best medicine is TIME.
At he beginning of my relationship, dad said : " Don't love too much and give all of ur heart, ntar bisa sakit hati! " And now, It's trully happen. I think, I love him too much,bcos he's the first to me. and I'm trully heartache.
I know that all of this probles is God's plan. I don't know why, but there's so many gifts I get after i loose the i love. I feels like iI just out from the jail. Now, I can do anything that i can't do before. sooo many things. I can see everyone that I really missed. And I also learn many things. I try to be independent. And I know, God knows the best for me.
Now, I know the truth. the real reason. I can't imagine if it happen to me when have get married. It must be more more more more more suram!!! I never regret,although it really hurt me. I must give thanks, because give me chance to feel it. To love and to hurt.
Thanks to God, because He give me this problem, this experience, this lesson. I feel like more mature right now. Remember! if God give u a problem, it means, He still love u.He remember and care of u.
Now, I think it's one of the best holiday that i ever had. it's amazing and precious holiday. I do many things that i never thought before.
Thanks to God.
It is new ME..!!!
Qoute : When God take something special from u, don't be sad.. Becauce He will give u something that u'll love most. Trust me!
My dad's qoute : Don't love too much, don't trust too much.